Mall Date! He was SO cute. Absolute angel.

Buying things for me are the way to my heart, But, funny enough.. I also get anxious when someone spends money on me. It feels un-needed. "A waste." But not because i'm unworthy of being spoiled, but just because at that point, i've over-thought something into oblivion. "I don't NEED this.." "It's too expensive.." "I'll need to pay you back.."

But of course, he tells me it's okay. And he's willing to buy whatever I please. And i feel better again.. maybe money is really, truly made to be spent. Thank you. ♡

Happy Holidays! I got some comfy clothes and adorable collectibles that shall cherish. Still have to give my boyfriend his gifts.. he knows I love buying things, so he already expects me to smother him in candy.. and art supplies. He doesn't know about the art supplies..

I created this website for fun, for my thoughts. And if one randomly searching user finds these, then hey. That's pretty funny.

.. Well, when i looked over some of my past "digital diary" logs, they were so.. sad. Crying to the wind with repetive entries of grief, getting over schoolwork, and a break up.

I don't need to repost, or recreate those. I'm happier now. :D ♡

Perfect day! A whole day with my friends and the sweetest boy on earth. ♡``

We went to a breakfast cafe, a lunch at mcd's, a dinner at the park.. and got to watch some live playground baseball with school buddies. So happy I get to feel like a group, invited and loved, even in 40 degree weather. 

I feel like me and him really got to connect again. 7 non-stop hours of laughing, talking, and.. Jerma..videos?

Maybe I am a scrapbook girl! Composition and crafting is already part of my blood, so why not create a collage of my day? I also may have discovered that I could also be a braclet girl. There's this one that my mom got me, and i refuse to take it off, or stop shaking it around my wrist and see the cute charms jingle around. ♡

December 30th felt like a filler day, Holiday "eves" always annoyed me. Why get my hopes up for something that is still in the works?

December 31st was very sleepy.. I think i was too eager for my nightly New Years Plans to care about anything else. So I slept, and rolled around.. ate some ramen..

New Years!! Aaa! I had a darling night. I loved sharing my art, laughing with my friends, and being swooned over by the most sweetest boy..♡ (Shh.. i know you like reading these too..) He got me treats as well, and I got to watch him and the fireworks light up my new year.  

Another full day out, breakfast and a movie with my guy. ♡ I'm glad he ate something! ..sometimes I worry that he doesn't get enough. I had pancakes and very nice scrambled eggs. ☆

We watched Paprika!! 10/10. And I loved seeing him take in everything this masterpiece threw at us. After the movie we walked around, but i wish it wasn't so cold.. poor guy got really tired at the end. 

I got to relax .. and eat .. and cuddle with my baby .. such a wonderful afternoon. ♡ 

I recommend 'How To with John Wilson'. It's a good show. Very unique humor with lots of laughs. I also introduced him to 'The Rehersal." Nick Fielder is such a character! 

I watched Millennium Actress! Absolute gem. It's been so long since I've cried at a movie- but this is the first time I've actively sobbed. I was shocked at my own volume! That's how you know you found a good movie- when it makes you feel so strongly in such a short moment of time.

Speaking of time, its been a few days since something else 'strong' has happened in my life. And I'm holding up well. I guess life was going too well and had to slap me in the face to wake me up, but hey- everythings alright. ♡

I'm not mad at you.

Complete redo! Cleaned up my room, took out everything, building a new desk tomorrow.. i have a new aesthetic, and i am RUNNING with it. Perhaps ill need new shoes.. my old hightops don't match with my new looks! Chunky pastel sneakers perhaps..